I am trying to get up my courage to book my yoga class. I picked it as one of My August Goals and it does actually sound really exciting but it makes me so nervous thinking about going to a class and possibly not knowing what I am doing. I have done yoga for a while just in my room, by myself. Doing yoga in a room full of strangers sounds a little intimidating. I am not the best at yoga but I am not the worst either…I think. But that is not even what I am nervous about. I am most nervous about being seen by others and being vulnerable. I am nervous that I will not prepared.
To be honest typing these fears out make them sound a little ridiculous. Not that it is making them go away…
One of the reasons I chose taking a yoga class as one of my monthly goals was to face my anxiety. I can do it…I know I can…it is just a little hard when booking the class is solely up to you and therefore you are able to stop yourself when the fear takes over.
Anyway I will do it! I was going to go to the 12pm drop in class tomorrow…or I guess today. It is currently 2:45 in the morning so I might wait until the morning class on Saturday. Either way I will go and I will get over my fear. Who knows I may love taking yoga classes. This may become a regular thing!
Living it Up Halfheartedly 