I can’t believe Christmas is this coming Sunday. Despite the events of this year it has gone by quickly. I look forward to every new year in hopes that I will finally reach my desired destination. At the end of every year I look back and see how far I have come. I see all the things I have been able to conquer and overcome. I look back and get to relive the high points of the year when I felt content or true joy. The end/beginning of the year is a bittersweet thing. It is a time you remember all the good things and bad events. It is a time when you can look forward and hope for better things in the coming year. Some years are harder than others. Some years you would prefer to forget. But even in those years you would rather forget there is usually something good. Even in 2020 when the world was falling apart, I was loosing family members and just over all feeling like shit, there was one good thing. Well, for me, quarantine was that good thing. I loved having a break from the stress of regular life. I loved being able to spend time on myself and truly get to know who I was even better. I also was able to get my first apartment!
In 2021, honestly it is a blur. I remember that year I was able to attend my first real concert! I got to enjoy a big city for at least a weekend! I got to enjoy having my own space to decorate and take care of.
This year, I was able to go to another concert and spend time in another big city. I got a break from the employment ferris wheel. I was able to discover more about myself and write as much as I want. It may have had a lot of low points but some of the high points were my favorite of the last few years. I know next year will be even better!
Living it Up Halfheartedly 