Writing a book is so hard. You know when people say “Anyone can write a book.” Yeah well they are wrong. I know I can write a book but my brain is all over the place. I have a hard time funneling my thoughts into complete sentences. I have so many ideas for my story, so many ways it could go, I just can’t seem to pick one. And I feel like I can’t accurately move the story in the directions I want. I also edit too much. I try not too but then, when I finally do I find so many things that I don’t like or I want to do better. I am definitely a perfectionist when it comes to writing. I want it to sound just as good as all the books I have read. I have to remember that I am a beginner. It is okay to not be perfect. I know someday I will finish a manuscript and get published. I just am losing a little faith in myself. I hate to admit that.
I will find it again…
Living it Up Halfheartedly 