Have you ever wanted to cease to exist for a while. Not die…just be separate from reality and be able to escape from all of its emotional and physical hardships. Almost like solitary confinement just to the extreme. I am not saying that I envy those in solitary confinement…maybe sometimes. But, I just need a break. A break from all of this. It’s s not that I want to leave it forever…just for a while. Until I feel capable of coming back.
I guess there are ways of escaping. Reading a book, watching a movie or T.V series but sometimes that is not enough. I need something where I can truly forget my problems whether big or small. I want to be free of them for real…at least for a while. It would be nice if the problems disappeared altogether but…let’s be practical! Lol! When the scientists figure it out I need to know. I will be one of the first in line! Maybe…unless something drastically changes.
Living it Up Halfheartedly 