Manifesting

The other day I was deep into the black hole of Youtube and found this girl that lives in New York by herself and basically is living the life I dream about! Anyway, I started binging her videos and one of them was her just talking about manifesting what you want in your life. It inspired me to start truly manifesting what I want in my life instead of just dreaming about it. Dreaming is great but actually LIVING your dream is even better. I want to live my dream. It definitely scares me and to be honest I am terrified to actually chase my dreams. I always come up with reasons why I shouldn’t or can’t. And that is ridiculous! If I don’t do it now…when am I going to do it? But not living my dreams scares me even more than making the effort to achieve them. I want to live in New York or Portland. I want to be a published author. I want to travel. I want to see as much of the world as possible. I am tired of just dreaming about things I need to experience them. So I have decided that manifesting the life I want starts now.